Over? Already?

Ok. It’s nearly over. Talked to my boss yesterday to know if she wanted me to work the first week of March or not. Seems like the latter, so, that means I’ve got 20 days of internship left. 20… I can’t believe how quick that went.

It feels a little disappointing, anyway, that she didn’t even blink when I told her. I mean, honestly, I’m sure I’ve been (I am, still) useful for them. I wish she had just said something else other than “I don’t think it’s necessary for you to come”. She wasn’t rude or anything, don’t get me wrong… far from that. We had a little chit chat too… but, I don’t know, it’s just feels weird. I, too, felt extremly relieved. I even exit the office with a smile on my face. Over, already?

Ok, exams are nearly over too.

Hopefully tomorrow I’ll get along with my responsible self and finally have and efficient day. Although, I know I just wished... I've been trying hard to concentrate, I promise, it just seems to be far too difficult lately. I'm tired, that's the problem. Worn off. I wish I just had the energy...

It’s been this way the whole semester, as you all know. Working & studying wasn’t such a good idea after all, at least in my case. You’re awfully tired by the time you get home (aka. No study), and have nothing done by the time the exams arrive, so yeah, crap! I only have myself to blame, though. I swear, next semester, NO working. At all. Concentrating ONLY on classes (well, not only, but sure MAINLY). The money is good, but I have enough saved up to keep going for a while, hopefully.

So now I just have one exam to study for, and I'm going to have to do exceptionally well to get a good mark. Which makes me think, I really don’t know if I want to know the marks just yet… I mean, it’s fantastic to live in the limbo for a while. Ignorance is a bliss the say, and I couldn’t agree more at the moment. Knowledge can mean good and bad news, and I’m not sure I’m just as prepared for the latter…